Sometimes life just gets far too busy, and sometimes I lose myself in the chaos of it all.
I think when things are so topsy-turvy it is difficult to know which way is the right way forward. I seem to develop nappy-brains, clumsiness on a par with Mr Wobbly-Man, and the patience of a pack of wild dogs at a carcass.....
So I stopped. I took a huge breath. I realised I had forgotten who I was. I am still wondering a bit about it all, but I feel I have more direction, and more focus....(slightly ;-) )
I have a few wishes in life. One is to be the best mom I can be. I talk to other moms around me, and my sister (she is a GREAT mom, and dispenses the BEST advice EVER!), I find out what works for them and what woes them. Funny how all our woes are all so similar....
I wish to be the best wife I can be. I want to complete my husband. He is my best friend and a soulmate. I am thankful for him.
I wish to be true to myself, to not be bogged down by negative thoughts and actions. To rise above those who try and hurt me.
In all my thinking I reach this conclusion:
I am me, I am a warrior.
I trust in my husband.
I am ready to be a mom again.
mY jOY:
Our gorgeous, beautiful daughter.
